A morning snapshot
When I was in therapy for losing 4 unborn babies in a row and after I was blessed with my miracle baby, I was talking about how guilty I feel for being completely and utterly in love with my child but also being totally and relentlessly exhausted because of my child. The therapist very wisely said "Is it so inconceivable that the thing that you love most in the world makes you the most tired that you've ever been in your life? I thought that was a very sensible thing to say, and I dropped my feeling of guilt right there and then. About that at least. What I did not know then, is that the level of tiredness I felt from my child then was laughable compared to what it is now. Maybe I am just a tired person, or maybe my child has the energy and brightness of a thousand suns. A few nights ago, I had a dream that I was in heaven. I was still on the earth and could walk amongst people, but I could walk on the water above their heads and the people could not see me. All I remember i...